1. |
Who Are You Now
03:12
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(let's start from the beginning.)
If you had the words to say what's on your mind
would you still be here now?
if you had the chance to speak on how you feel
would it even be allowed?
there are men like you that struggle every day
while the world says you're content
and though you seek the help and scream from lack of words
you can barely make the rent
who are you now?
who are you now?
It's been a little while since I last heard your voice
things didn't end so well
and I do my best to learn from your mistakes
I admit that it's been hell
but now i've learned some things, there's keys into my head
but i can't give you yours
I'll keep on pushing through just like you told me to
but if you were here, I wish i could ask you
who are you now?
who are you now?
(let's start from the beginning.)
(who are you?, who are you?)
(let's start from the beginning.)
(who are you?, who are you?)
(C8H11NO2)
(who are you?, who are you?)
(let's start from the beginning.)(C8H11NO2)
(who are you?, who are you?)
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easy livin' in the summer breeze.
and the doves sing sweet songs from the trees.
ice cold lemonade and sugar-sweet tea
is the bloodline of the free.
oh where did the time go?
when you find it, let me know.
you can keep it ticking for yourself,
just leave my memories on the shelf.
everything's easy in this one road world of mine
and the grey toned sidewalk never loses shine.
everyone you know and love is straight down the line
in this one road world of mine.
Sometimes when I look back. I get a little bit too attached.
I feel a bit too exposed, and you know how you know how the story goes.
basking in my glory days, and wishing these new ones felt the same.
reminiscing turns to hopeless missing all the feelings lost and I could not reclaim.
Like how did things get this way? And why can't I just feel better?
Bring me back when I felt okay? Or maybe that time was never.
Or maybe I let things bring me down more than I should ever let em
but it's hard to put up a fight when you can't recall the last you were alright.
Like wow the time went by, a little too fast but I don't mind anymore.
I got memories im making right now
that I can't wait to look back on. Friends I made, better days, family, school, and work, and love
growing pains, older age, doing nothing because I can.
everything's easy in this one road world of mine
and the grey toned sidewalk never loses shine.
everyone you know and love is straight down the line
in this one road world of mine.
everything's easy in this one road world of mine
and the grey toned sidewalk never loses shine.
everyone you know and love is straight down the line
in this one road world of mine.
everything's easy in this one road world of mine.
in this one road world of mine.
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3. |
getbetter
03:36
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I dream of lilac skies on Avalon
vines of fresh ripe dreams for the pickin
rivers of copper and chestnut to paradise
cause heaven is much too bright
thoughts of all these other worlds to be in
keep my head on the edge of the nose dive, singing
where could it have all gone wrong
how could it have been so long?
cracks in the mask wont keep together
I dont know if whether, or ever...
fresh autumn leaves on avocet
slow cooked melodies on the bonfire
oceans of sapphire roses to underland
cause eden is much too right
thoughts of all these other lives to live in
keep my head on the edge of the nose dive, singing
where could it have all gone wrong
how could it have been so long?
how many times will I lose myself forever
I can't tell if whether, or ever...
photo negatives on the highway
of everything I've ever done
marked off with x's, and tire tracks
so blurry I cant remember
thoughts of all the lies I used to live in
keep my head on the edge of the nose dive, singing
where could it have all gone wrong
how could it have been so long?
how many times will I blame myself
I can't tell if whether, or ever...
it all gets better.
will it all get better?
it all gets better.
will it all get better? mm.
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sipping coffee with Mr. Antebellum
and his toughest boys
he made me feel so scared
so scared to be me
I knew I'd been here before
I've felt the breeze through the door
sharp faces walk by and keep staring
I turn back, uncaring
he took a drink and said "boy
who are you fooling?
I've heard every thought in your head"
he said "boy who are you fooling
your mother's workin , and your father died trying
tell me what are you here for?"
I said
they keep telling me
what I want to be
is nothing but a fools
dying dream
but if I'm to be
what I'm made to be
use those words to pull me up
the dogwood tree
staring down Mr antebellum
and the loudest noise
he was getting impatient
with my newfound peace
he acted nonchalant
in the middle of this small town restauraunt
but I could tell his grip was slipping
all I had to do was keep digging.
he took a drink and said "boy
who are you fooling?
I think you're better off dead"
he said "boy who are you fooling
you think you're pretty hard, and it's cute how hard you're trying
tell me what are you here for?"
I said
they keep telling me
what I want to be
is nothing but a fools
dying dream
but if I'm to be
what I'm made to be
use those words to pull me up
the dogwood tree
play it for me.
there was no more mr. antebellum.
he was never real
I didn't think too hard about
how that made me feel
he was always conniving
yet somehow, impurely charming
he'd only leave for a while
just to wait till I'm surviving
let this be a lesson for you
if you ever think to meet this man
he'll break you down and make you blame yourself
it's all laid out in his plan
dont say that I never warned you
if you ever think to meet this man
you'll be dependent and you'll lose yourself
when you hit rock bottom
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it's time again to be here for myself
tired of finding peace from somewhere else
in the alleyway off my main road
I take a deep breath, and I blow
self isolation under heavy eyes
deep diving off the curb outside
will it help me or hurt me, I dont know
I'll let you know when I reach the bottom
when I'm resting on a bed of asters
I can't tell if I'm awake or if
I'm sleeping with my eyes wide open
waiting for the dark to break I'm
staring at the light of my cell phone
ringing loud and out of sight
I'm sleeping with my eyes wide open
waiting for the dark to break I'm
caught outside in the rain again
I'll go back home soon, but I dont know when
my skin is soaked down to the bone
but it feels so good to be on my own
I been all on my on
I am back on my throne
Daily intentions
Get me in my zone
More meditation
I turned off my phone
It’s not you it’s me
Just need to be alone
Talking to spirit
I finally hear it
Killed off my old self
I just had to spear it
Lions and tigers and bears oh my
A brand new world seen thru my 3rd eye
Energy vampires hide in disguise
But the real was in me I just had to realize
That I was the goddess
So fuck being modest
& when it comes to me
I love me the hardest
& when it comes to free
I’ll just be honest
Nobody touching me
My ancestors guarding
My spirit energy
So I just go harder
For the future me
Her sons & her daughters
when I'm resting on a bed of asters
I can't tell if I'm awake or if
I'm sleeping with my eyes wide open
waiting for the dark to break I'm
staring at the light of my cell phone
ringing loud and out of sight
I'm sleeping with my eyes wide open
waiting for the dark to break I'm
caught outside in the rain again
I'll go back home soon, but I dont know when
my skin is soaked down to the bone
but it feels so good to be on my own
I should know my way back from here.
I've been down this road before
but it all looks so new to me
and I keep going in circles, circles
I should know my way back from here.
I've been down this road before
but it all looks so new to me
and I keep going in circles, I'm
caught outside in the rain again
I'll go back home soon, but I dont know when
my skin is soaked down to the bone
but it feels so good to be on my own
(heavy eyes)
but it feels so good to be on my own
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6. |
SpaceLoveShip
03:40
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I want to tell you
how much I love you
I know you've heard it all before
but it's you that I adore
and I want to give you more
you've seen the world now
you've seen the stars
now let's bring it all full circle
and keep it transcendental
can we share a love that's universal
take it higher baby
take it higher baby
take it higher baby
let make love love love, love love love
deep in space, on a ship around the cosmic space
let make love love love, love love love
just you and me, free to be, in a warm embrace
blue stars and comets
take place of moonlight
no morning no afternoon
no more sun, no more moon
nothing left for us to do
i feel so happy
when you're beside me
i get to stare into your eyes
brighter stars than any sky
and I get to call them mine
take it higher baby
take it higher baby
take it higher baby
let make love love love, love love love
deep in space, on a ship around the cosmic space
let make love love love, love love love
just you and me, free to be, in a warm embrace
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7. |
Arp 220
03:12
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I feel you on the edge of me
close to collision, and it feels so good
could we stay like this forever
I wish we could
wrapped tight together
let's lose eachother in our own dimension
not one or another but something new
that only we can discover
lose yourself in the depths of the galaxy
floating by
roll on the waves of fever, and the sheets of chills
and love forever
wrapped tight together
let's lose each other in our own obsession
not one or another but something new
that only we can discover
(is someone out there?)
(is someone out there?)
(is someone out there?)
(is someone out there?)
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8. |
Lonely Where You Are
04:35
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Is this the end of you and me baby?
i read all the story, they didn't end this soon.
If we could just talk through this then maybe
we can laugh together again
under the light of the moon
but I
know you
just need
some time
alone
I just wish
that you
could be
alone
with me
is it lonely where you are
where you can see from every star
are you lonely where you are
in the hollow of your guitar
is it lonely where you are
in the front seat of your car
can you see me through the windows
can you hear me when the wind blows
oh you're so damn difficult
I'm used to always being the tough one
even for the wrong ones
but I can always taste your lips
and i can always feel your warmness
no matter how I write these words
but I
know you
just need
some time
alone
I just wish
that you
could be
alone
with me
is it lonely where you are
where you can see from every star
are you lonely where you are
in the hollow of your guitar
is it lonely where you are
in the front seat of your car
can you see me through the windows
can you hear me when the wind blows
my head telling me to stay
my soul is begging me to leave
i wish i could bring back yesterday
I need more time to grieve
my head is telling me to stay
my heart is begging me to go
I wish I could bring back yesterday
so you could let me know
is it lonely where you are
where you can see from every star
are you lonely where you are
in the hollow of your guitar
is it lonely where you are
in the front seat of your car
can you see me through the windows
can you hear me when the wind blows
Is it lonely where you are
Where you can see from every star
Where you can see from every star
Where you can see me, babe
Is it lonely where you are
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9. |
River
03:35
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bank of the river
the water is warm
the sun in my circle to
fight off the storm
it feels so euphoric to
wash you away
it's easy enough you could
do it someday
I never want to feel this hurt again.
from a lover or a friend
take me under waters of absolution
drown me in my newfound evolution.
Sweet waters take me away
Sweet water, from the milky way
it feels so good
drifting away like this
is my reality
something I'll ever miss
birth in the nile
ends in a bloodless death
giving a head rush
just one more breath
I never want to feel this hurt again.
from a lover or a friend
take me under waters of absolution
drown me in my newfound evolution.
Sweet waters take me away
Sweet water, from the milky way
it's hard to forget sometimes
how much I loved you
but it's best now that I forget you
Sweet waters take me away
Sweet water, from the milky way
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10. |
Parable
03:00
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I have to face myself
In my living room
framed with all of my memories
a heaven bound waterfall
sits between us
and the baby blue shadow of doubt
I look so familiar
but it's a me I've never seen before
with a stark white tilde on his chest
I have so many questions
my brain wont ask
but before i even move my mouth
he tells me
the end is never the end is never the end
the end is never the end is never the end
the end is never the end is never the end
the end is never the end is never the end
salty rain and confusion
shower my face
I dont know what to say
was this thorny crown
meant to rest here forever
or was it made by my own hands
It feels so familiar
but it's a pain I've never felt before
with sharp red pain in my head
I have so many questions
my heart cant ask
but before i get up to leave
he tells me
the end is never the end is never the end
the end is never the end is never the end
the end is never the end is never the end
the end is never the end is never the end
the end is never the end is never the end
the end is never the end is never the end
the end is never the end is never the end
the end is never the end is never the end
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11. |
No One In Particular
03:26
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Swaying in the breeze with no one in particular
watching from the pines with no one on my mind
the seasons change, the trees stripped bare
the family in their happy home
and I watch my life, as no one in particular
I smile as I look up at a cloudy sky
and when I do, I think of you
you run across the mind of no one in particular
you run across the mind of no one in particular
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