Lovenotes

by Vesta

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1.
Confessional 03:38
Just think, we'll look back at us and we'll laugh one day. about the things that we said when we thought we would stay. when we thought we would stay. When did the love between the two of us fade into reckless dysfunctionality? A love facade that lingers on in a new years kiss. I'd be lying if I told you that I wanted you back You'd be lying if you said that you forgave me cause I know you will ooh baby. I know that you will. Can we keep things this way? Can we keep us this way? I don't want you to go away I only want you to say "I'll see you again."
2.
Fallout 03:38
(Mhmm) I thought we needed time apart I never thought you'd break my heart we put two years in this and theres nothing to show for it. if you don't want it, you can leave it now cause I know you'll end it somehow you've never been a victim baby so don't start now you were the one were the only one and after all is said and done all is said and done through all these years we had our fun years we had our fun we're coming undone (I don't wanna fall) Fall out of love with you Fall out of love with you Fall out of love with you Fall out of love with you I just wish you would apologize you couldn't even look me in the eyes no time for tears over this I just gotta move on from it I don't want to but I'm leaving now you say you won't, but you'll be back somehow you had your shot and blew it baby forget the gun, start using your heart now. you were the one were the only one and after all is said and done all is said and done through all these years we had our fun years we had our fun we're coming undone (I don't wanna fall) Fall out of love with you Fall out of love with you Fall out of love with you Fall out of love with you Fall out of love with you Fall out of love with you Fall out of love with you Fall out of love with you.
3.
I had eyes for you baby I've had enough of you lately I wish you never told me the way you for me you even told me you loved me when you never even had me tell me how could I believe you and why I shouldn't leave you. keep it to yourself, keep it to yourself leave the bullshit on the shelf, bullshit on the shelf keep on lying to yourself, lying to yourself I do better when i'm by myself, by myself by myself, yeah. you can dance with the devil and you can sing his song take hands with the devil and tell him how you did me wrong I had hoped you were different but you're the same after all take a dance with the devil and find where you belong I caught them lies on you, baby since you’ve been actin’ all shady even when you hid them from me ain’t no one else above me Even though I’d always wait for you I would never ever change for you and now that somebody else is in the picture I’m out the door with it, and i won’t miss you. keep it to yourself, keep it to yourself leave the bullshit on the shelf, bullshit on the shelf keep on lying to yourself, lying to yourself I do better when i'm by myself, by myself you can dance with the devil and you can sing his song take hands with the devil and tell him how you did me wrong I had hoped you were different but you're the same after all take a dance with the devil and find where you belong yet you still cross my mind all the things we said we'd do though we went our separate ways were your feelings ever true were you in love with me or the me you wish I'd be maybe we could still... ugh, nevermind. you can dance with the devil and you can sing his song take hands with the devil and tell him how you did me wrong I had hoped you were different but you're the same after all take a dance with the devil and find where you belong *Outro*
4.
Under the moonlight You've never looked so good Under the stars This never felt so right When I'm with you Everything is wonderful Wonderful Till it's over tell me you tell me you tell me please tell me you love me baby I'll be your only one into the morning sun tell me you love me baby under the moonlight you left me to sleep alone should I have said the words I said that night I know I'm not wrong for wanting more than this but if you come and stay with me I'll never say it again tell me you tell me you tell me please tell me you love me baby I'll be your only one into the morning sun tell me you love me baby
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6.
My Own Time 04:47
I don't need a phone call i don't need a text or a message all i need is me i don't need you here beside me let me lay under the blankets I'll be fine, just leave me be you know that I appreciate your words and gestures but right now that's not what makes me feel better just give me time to get myself together I promise that I'll be better than ever Cause it's mine its mine its mine all mine my own time my own time I know it's been a little while and all the silence keeps you guessing but there's more here than you see my thoughts and my dreams keep racing the lights are off headphones blaring its when i'm alone, that i'm free you know that I appreciate your words and gestures but right now that's not what makes me feel better just give me time to get myself together I promise that I'll be better than ever Cause it's mine its mine its mine all mine my own time my own time I don’t wanna be alone No no no But i've gotta do better Better by myself
7.
NeverBeMine 03:09
chocolate eyes and honey words grab a hold on me and they wont let me go iron Roses and shattered Pearl's fill the cracks in the walls and in sunlight they glow but even though I know you know that there’s something more to you and me than the rain gotta let you go to the one that needs you and it hurts me because I know now I know that you'll never be mine you'll never be mine you'll never be mine you'll never be mine every hour to every day and every day to anyway I could hear your voice I wish I knew what I had to say but when I think of you it all turns to noise but even though I wish you knew that there's more to you and me than the pain seeing you with love again makes me happy because I know now I know that I'll be just fine I'll be just fine I'll be just fine I'll be just fine
8.
Pressure 03:16
summer breeze drifts through my window and the sunset's in your eyes locked hands on my pillow a tender kiss to the sky warm touch under the moonlight breathe together waves crash 'till midnight let me feel your pressure now sing it to me let me feel, let me feel, let me feel, let me feel your pressure let me feel, let me feel, let me feel, let me feel your pressure
9.
Just think, we'll look back at us and we'll laugh one day. about the things that we said when we thought we would stay. when we thought we would stay. I'd be lying if I told you that I wanted you back You'd be lying if you said that you forgave me cause I know you will ooh baby. I know that you will.

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A journey though love lost, love found, and self healing.

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released June 8, 2019

Written, Produced, Recorded, and Mastered by Vesta**

Artwork created by Vesta

-Special Thanks-
Huge thanks to my collaborators Alex Rosales (Bundy) and Tony Silva (TonyIsDead). You two brought your own lights to this album that no one else could give.

My Beta-Listeners:
LukeyDuke, Kristin, Brandon, Kyle, Lisa, Carrie, Michael, Ethan, Mariah, Ish, and Kay. Your input and excitement helped me greatly.

My loving immediate family, Mom and Sis. Thank you for believing in me
Thanks dad for exposing me to decades of music that ultimately inspired this album.

My friends, "Familiars", who helped me through the hard times that inspired this album including my best friend Mariah Muniz, Kay Pierce, Tay and Xavier, Angelica Wilson, Jose "Pepe" Ventura, Jacob Gomez, Oliver Hall Hartley, Jason Maclean, and Many Others.

My Love Ace, who was a key influence for me through the inception of "Pressure" and the rest of the album. I Love You.

To those that inspired the words of this album.
TE, DA, and MP
Thank you. "I hope you're doing well."

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